If you find you are thinking about your own death, you need to recognize that those thoughts are not healthy, and they are NOT from God!
That day, I allowed a tiny seed of doubt to be planted in my heart. That tiny seed then began to grow, until it bloomed into an ugly blossom of worry.
15 years ago, I was involved in a serious car accident that had caused me to have a tremendous fear of driving. For several days, this fear held me captive in my own home.